hey all iv been away for quite sometime. i havnt submitted any new art, me and my gf are back together wich is great. I feel her mom dosnt think im the right one for her daughter,and her family shuns me because im not like them. i had a job and i have 4 out of 5 ged test complete and i renewed my learners. i was working in a window making factory, i was on the third job before i was canned. Many people feel i was fired because i wasnt liked. now i cant afford to pay rent and stress levels are high, me and my gf fight sometimes but we both love each other. what does it take for two people to live happy and sound, this world creates many problums for us all of us, its just how you deal with things iv gotten better on alot of thing but i still have many things to improve on. i had a good christmas, first one away from home. but on a previouse note i have a town house in a nice quiet area 2 bedroom 2 bath living room and upstaires. a loving gf and her cat keiko and my cat suno neiko wich i got for my b-day. things are hectic my gf is still looking for an art job, her lones are very exspensive so yea rent v.v blah.

im looking for a job as we speak i feel i need to try harder but motivation is hard to come by now days when so much is not going your way, i try the best i can.

i love my gf with all of my heart but stress and lack of motivation can hender alot more than just evryday life and relationships, being in a place you dont want to be in can also do the same but none the less we only pull our own weight as far as we are willing too.

i hope all had a great holiday, and new yr also i am going to do what ever i haft to to get a job and save me and my gf from negetive terms and agin me and her are great together but stress can make people cranky and we say things we dont mean and we do things we wish we had never done so in any case maybe i should try hard to keep peace and just try to relax and chill even though im stressed. later astral